Being single was a choice actually...for me I choose be one until now I'm already 26 yrs old and sometimes I really feel jealous when there are people who are chatting about their husband and child,how they complained regarding their daily expenses,about money and etc. they feel miserable because they need to earn more money to survive but for me (SINGLE) I'm saving money for myself and myself only I don't really need to earn that much but I still need some because I also a living creature that needs food,shelter and some stuff.....
But then why do I really get jealous that I want to experience their burden in life but sometimes I also feel afraid to If I am in their situation will can I survive or not? but how can I know the answer if I am not able to try it...and there is no turning back time once it was already there..so you must be wise in making decision so I decided to save money for my future before entering on that situation.
Maybe this are the things that they didn't consider before creating a so called "Family" of their own. I really love to experience how it feels to love and to be loved by someone.
Am I able to experience this things in the near future? How I wish.. do you feel the same way too? you can comment below your opinion...or share with me your thoughts..
But did you know that I actually suffer from Gamophobia..? what is it?
That's the truth behind being me single all along maybe because I came from a broken family that is why I have this kind of fear..and I don't know how am I going to conquer this...but I want to have Family in the near future.....
This picture says something....a heart whelming truth that I might not experience it in my entire life...so sad but I guess this is true... :'(
Maybe this are the things that they didn't consider before creating a so called "Family" of their own. I really love to experience how it feels to love and to be loved by someone.
Am I able to experience this things in the near future? How I wish.. do you feel the same way too? you can comment below your opinion...or share with me your thoughts..
But did you know that I actually suffer from Gamophobia..? what is it?
That's the truth behind being me single all along maybe because I came from a broken family that is why I have this kind of fear..and I don't know how am I going to conquer this...but I want to have Family in the near future.....
This picture says something....a heart whelming truth that I might not experience it in my entire life...so sad but I guess this is true... :'(
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